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last paper to go, yuppy!!

two more days i gonna say bye bye to the torturing school? threatening school? lol.. First of all they seem to be torturing student of TP.. oopps =x Secondly, always tell us if you dont attend you will not bla bla bla.. you have to be present in order to bla bla bla.. always threaten us to do something one lor.. oopps =x But overall is a great experience in TP! Finally gone through all my 3 years life in TP.. Is such a wonderful, torturing, scary, sickening, fantastic moment throughout this 3years. However, i shall called it a successful~ i never knew that i can go so far without the need of taking supplementary paper.. (means that i never failed before, no need re-test) Phew!! Although i been struggling throughout, thanks to friends, classmates, groupmates and lastly lecturer/tutor!! lol.. Havent really graduate, i’m here to say all the memories and thanks speech.. ok i shall not further saying coz i’m lazy.. lol.. I just nothing to do now, so i come blog blog.. I’m just so fed up couldnt watch my Let’s Go Dream Team, if not i want to watch it before heading to start study for the last paper.. arrgghh.. ANYBODY CAN TELL ME WHERE CAN I WATCH LET’S GO DREAM TEAM? oh my.. i miss a lot of episode already, due to previously no time to watch, now i go search all user deleted due to copyright issue.. T_T sobz sobz.. i want to watch Dream Team so badly, coz i want to see Minho performances and then the recent episode got SHINee, Hongki, Yonghwa and MBLAQ.. In addition, Eunhyuk will be back to Dream Team once again.. sad, that i couldnt watch it T_T

Anyway talk about 1st paper, question sound ok, managable question but too many question with only one hour, we have to think before can write.. however, lack of time.. our hand gonna break already coz must write damn fast… no matter how fast yet couldnt finish.. all grumble grumble about toooo many question already. And for the 2nd paper, tutor cheat our feeling say this impt, that impt and so we guai guai study.. Additionally, asked us to search for green products that we are interested in. In the end, we got the paper and started reading everybody goes “Huh?” “What?” “WTH?” “WTF?” “OMG” “EH?” “WRONG PAPER AH” “DIES” “OH SHIT”    muahahaha.. all the OS coming out everyone mind.. lol.. First two question was related to the video shown during lectures… 1st thing – for those who didnt attend lecture sure die dunno whats the company selling.. 2nd thing – for those who attend lecture so what? 1st-they will think not impt so no need to listen, 2nd-listen already but forgot, 3rd-the angmo people speak until dunno what are they saying.. lol.. I’m in the 2nd and 3rd category.. lol.. I knew the company what are they selling but i kinda forgot what they mention during the video already, so i anyhow bomb answer already lor, hope at least got some marks. 3rd question is like WTF, asked us to search the products we are interested and gave us a list of question.. In the end 5 marks for listing out 5 question that he gave, and another 5 marks for explaining how does logistic going green by using our own project brand. (-_-”) in the end is used our own project brand.. haiyo! Waste our time using internet to search all kinds of green products, less time for study lecture notes. sianz 1/2!! 4th question is about discuss about online channel, never say impt yet come out but lucky is common sense answer. ok thats all.. Lastly, today Hangeng ge ge birthday.. hohoho.. once again wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3 i miss him ><

i got several video to shared yet no time now.. lol.. want to focus for my last paper 1st then start to share and may constantly update my blog already.. lol.. buai take care everyone..

February 9, 2010 Posted by pinkyevon | Random | | No Comments Yet

dream never come true~

out of sudden wake up too early where my family still sleeping yet i online now.. hurx hurx.. 我想了想 decided not to go for 毕业旅行 already.. Although i really really really wanted to.. However, my financial status not allowed me to.. (that stupid bill thingy, make me cant go.. haiz..) After this thingy happen i very sad, my mum knew it she actually want to think of a way to let me go.. But i knew is hard for her also.. Therefore, i think thru already, shall now travel this time round.. After i work le then earn money then go lor.. Sighz.. K lar, shall end here and i shall go study.. Monday Entrepreneurship paper, Tuesday Distribution Channel paper and Thursday Strategic Retailing paper. wish me luck~

February 7, 2010 Posted by pinkyevon | Random | | 1 Comment

dont want to think so much already~

Alright… everything over.. i dont want to think anymore.. happen a lot of things which makes me very upset, but upset also no use.. what happen is already happen.. Kind of disappointed i already put in 100% effort, however i think i should put in 1000% effort so that minus several mistake + error.. However, i no more energy to carry on already.. haiz.. Forget it forget it, i dont want to mention anymore.. By the way, the presentation i shall call it a successful? i dont know.. actually is proposing our business idea, but we not Aces student dont know how to propose well, but at least each individual present smoothly can already. For me used to have stage fright, frighten + nervous till heartbeat very fast, till couldnt present properly. However, i keep telling myself, there is so many lecturer and guest around i shall not ‘ma lu’ myself.. Somemore, this is final presentation, must present well, project already crap therefore individual presentation must present well to get myself some decent marks.. In the end, i really did it smoothly without heartbeat fast.. phew!! But one of the guest is damn irritating shoot us with lots of question, surprisely Mr Roche only ask one question and is not difficult to answer and Mr Ho one question thats all.. But Xiao Wei and I surprisely who are answering throughout, previously presentation usually we are the one very quiet de, now the guys wont help us then we have to help ourselves le.. But i can see that their face look puzzle i think our business proposal was not an ideal business.. lol.. Our Course Manager help us by telling the guest something like “i know is hard for them because intergrated project has been very heavy and confusing, coz must intergrate tie in with 4 subject, the stress has been loaded on to them….” something like that, i forgot what exactly he said, but he is helping us in order to lessen our ma lu situation.. anyway, thanks everyone~ i shall stop now and started studying for my next week test already, i must study hard and get good grades so that plus project, at least get a decent grades before i graduate!! bb~

February 3, 2010 Posted by pinkyevon | Random | | No Comments Yet

Kyuhyun, Hangeng, Siwon Birthday~

Happy Birthday to Kyuhyunnie dongsaeng, Hangeng ge ge and Siwonnie oppa.
hehe.. i wish them happy always and stay as a group SJ + SJM have to be forever~
anyway, i use back the same frames as that time i do for Sungminnie.. coz i want to immediately do for three people.. since their birthday is closer, can do it at one go.. If not coming days i not free le, i have to study for next week test.. Therefore, yupp.. this time round use back the same..

Anyway, also wish Yunho oppa, Changmin from DBSK, Kyu Jong oppa from SS501, Chang Sung from 2PM, Joon from MBLAQ a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

February 3, 2010 Posted by pinkyevon | Han Geng, Kyuhyun, Siwon, Super Junior, Super Junior-M | | No Comments Yet

no hope!

i’m prepare to fail for my Final Year Report… even though we stay overnight however no time to double check already..
In the end Distribution step 1 and 2 did not add in.. Products picture and price list and attendace did not attach to report..
Therefore, prepare to fail already.. If fail i dont intend to study anymore.. i feel so sick about it..

January 29, 2010 Posted by pinkyevon | Random | | 2 Comments

lost soul

I just came back home from SCHOOL!!! First time in my life till so late from school.. 10pm finally done with Profit & Loss.. keep making losses, therefore must calculate until at least breakeven.. In the end earn $400+, that will be fine bcoz new business mahz, where got people business so fast earn so much de unless their products are supppperr dupppper unique and people like it whatever shit lar.. That’s it, hope my balance sheet can balance and 6 months plan all successful calculated nicely.. Whatever it is now i’m going to compile all the parts my groupmates done, but the fucking hotmail got problem i cant do anything now.. Darn it lor!! Last time hotmail wont like that de, if not wrong since last year started to become like that. Dont you people encounter? Actually i tot i was the only one but when Xiao Wei told me she also, then at least i know i’m not the only one encounter the problem.. arrrggghh.. i’m so HUNGRY!!! coz lunch i ate curry cutlet rice from Biz Park, damn little.. Then never had my dinner.. 10pm go over to school opposiste, realise all stall and even KFC closed.. Therefore, came home but nth to eat, must go opposite of my house buy damn lazy.. lol.. Ok i shall end here to started compiling my project, but the hotmaill.. haiz.. see what i can do 1st.. Friday going to hand in, die die die.. haiz..

January 26, 2010 Posted by pinkyevon | Random | | No Comments Yet

F***-ing Final Year Project

iiiiiiii’mmmmm soooooo looooossstttt riiiggghhhtt nnoooowww!!
No hope in our Final Year Project liao.. I couldnt explain what happen..
but is gonna be dead.. i dont wish to say fail but my simple wish now is to hope for a just pass..

Recent mood is damnnn suuuupppeerrr doooowwnnn..
But today Mr Ho feedback on our entrepreneurship individual journal, he said i did pretty well, good coverage coz i mention everything.
so my mood slightly add 5%, lol.. coz at least got one thing i did better!! Sighz..

God bless Me~

January 20, 2010 Posted by pinkyevon | Random | | No Comments Yet

careless me

WoW break record.. today i take 12 trip (12 times of the bus) Actually no mood to go for lect, but still i think go for lect better lar.. so ‘mian qiang’ myself to go to school. Even though i went for 10am lect but i skip 11am lect.. Bcoz i wanted to do some editing and print my individual assignment and hand in by 5pm. Then i realise i never bring thumbdrive, so i rush home. WTF!! How careless i am.. But still lucky 1st – lucky submission due on 5pm (if not usually is 12pm de) 2nd – lucky today submit one only, in the 1st place we have to submit two assignment, but one of it already postpone to friday 3rd-i have enough time to go home take my thumbdrive. Phew!! ii 11.10am walk out of school, by 1pm return to school already. I never had my lunch then went to lab and print.. straight away by 1.50pm head to classroom for lesson.. After i print, just remember i have to register for NAFRA.. WTF.. is actually not compulsory one lor, TP SAA go make it compulsory.. now i old liao and long time never exercise and run.. my bone gonna break for sure.. lol.. sianz.. That’s all bb..

January 18, 2010 Posted by pinkyevon | Random | | 2 Comments

Kangin Happy Birthday

Kangin oppa birthday on 17th January 2010!
Youngwoon oppa Happy Birthday~

- back to your cheerful smile once again.. let the past be past.. you are still the one we love and trust -

+ TRUST 13ELIEVE SUPER JUNIOR +

January 17, 2010 Posted by pinkyevon | Kangin/Kim Young Woon, Super Junior | | 2 Comments

saddest moment~

真的很想放弃.. 每天都呼喊死神带我走.. 但死神总是不降临.. 反正像我样没用的东西就不应该活在这世界上.. 我想老天要我活下来是要折磨我吧? 哈哈.. 好啦,我知道.. 很多人想活下来都没机会,而我这个笨蛋能活下来是一种命运.. 命运总会作弄人吧.. 所以我可说是打不死的蟑螂.. 每次每次遇到挫折都好像放弃,死了算了. 1) 没有勇气死, 2) 自己寻死是很愚蠢的事, 3) 我是不喜欢半途而废的人, 4) 像一像那些不能活的人,我却能活就应该好好活下来. 所以每次每次我都硬站起来. (就算跌倒了,一定要站起来) 这次的课业让我很痛苦,但痛苦又能怎样.. 1) 快要毕业了,只要硬碰硬的把它完成就可以毕业了 (虽然不知道 pass or fail 但还是要尽力把project完成) 2) 痛苦,没有了会理解我们的痛苦的.. 换句话说可能其他人在笑我们,笑我们怎么会么笨等等 3)所以不要然别人看不起,要然大家看到我们的努力 4) 就算痛苦还是活生生的得活那不如开心的活.. 我现在是完全没心情,像睡一觉,起来后在为project拼命~ 我真的好累好累… 我这么一睡,说不定永远都不会醒来了~或许我的离开是件好事.. molla molla molla.. T_T 

气死我了, 果然要跟我开一场玩笑~ just now i type a long paragraph about what happen today… suddenly when i want to post just realise all gone.. what the hell.. i lazy and tired and no time to re-type.. perhaps maybe there is someone dont want me to published what had happen (something happen during school about project thingy).. haiz.. so ok, that all for my post.. i have make my mind already now the only thing to focus is project only.. so other thing stay aside (such as facebook and youtube i now lesser login already and even nv go out with friends anymore) Additionally, i’m so sad that i couldnt go for SHINee 1st ever event in Singapore. i’m so wanted to see them.. yet i couldnt go.. 1st – no money sia, $150 for the best seat ticket. 2nd – They coming on 1st Feb 7.30pm at Esplanade (attend dunno what korean drama concert thingy one, not really sure and forgot) and 1st Feb was my major presentation at afternoon. 1st – most probably would crash with my timing, when they arrive in Singapore, bcoz i need those days to prepare/rehease for presentation. 2nd – after presentation have to rush home and rush there so troublesome. 3rd – not worth it 1st – they sing two song appeared awhile and bye bye 2nd – no photo/video is allowed is like you spend $150 awhile in ur mind and gone. i want to capture down de.. Therefore, i decided to save it for next time round such as fanmeeting and SuJu one.. Although is really great and rare opportunities.. dunno when will it be the next time when they come, so this time come must definitely go, but with so many reason occurred i couldnt go..

live life to the fullest~~~

January 15, 2010 Posted by pinkyevon | Random | | No Comments Yet