桃花?不会吧。。。

不知道是好桃花还是烂桃花啦。。烦死了！
This guy called ALEX .. dont remember his full name already.. he very weird one lehz keep pestering me to date with him.. is like i told him many times i dont like him, he dont understand one lehz.. sickening guy..

Jeffrey one of my best guyfriend. He is very nice guy recently we contacted back again.. he asked me out.. thou i did said okay but i haven’t really take action.. uh well.. a little busy and i really got no confident to meet any guy yet..

Last night Liping keep pestering me to go MSN chat. so then i login to MSN then my ex-bf MSN me. Then he said he want to call me & chat. then ok lor, entertain him.. i always like that one.. lol.. as usual he talk i listen. Then he asked me why i nv talk then i replied “我听你说就好” then he said last time i also like that say one.. Well.. eventually i never remember it. When the moment he mention to me, all the memories came back. He asked me how long i did not have bf.. Uh well.. so long that i cant even remember.. haha.. After he mention i realise after we broke off since then i dont have a single bf. lol.. The whole night kept asking me why? and then asked me i still like him or not.. All i could said is “烦” hahaha.. Coz he make me remember all the past which i do not want to remember.. I told him after we broke off i still keep thinking about him but already so long the feeling also gone le lo..

Suddenly whole night emo emo emo.. and then eyes watery.. then he sms me that he remember i will said “我听你说” over the phone.. which makes me suddenly BIG CRY 大哭 coz cant believed it he still remember what i say, i dont even remember.. oh gosh.. cry and cry but awhile stop le lah.. To me that was the past which i really dont feel like thinking about it again.

以前的我好傻，好笨哦。。不想在回到我的过去了。。

He keep asking me whether we can meet again.. i was like rejecting saying how busy i am… sorry.. sorry to all..

真的没有信心在很奇怪的状态下和男生见面。。没信心谈恋爱。。我的心已经死了。。恋爱是什么mollayo.. hahaha.. 意思是不知道！

但其实又很奇怪是。。我又还蛮想谈恋爱滴！很奇怪吧?我自己也不知道怎么回事。
可能是还没找到对的人吧

虽然最近是有两位我还蛮喜欢的对象。。不要误会啦。。不是花心啦。。虽然听起来
好像有一点hor. 但真的不是你们想像的啦。。 I like this guy when the moment i first met him during my interview.. but after knowing him.. to me 我们之间是有距离的吧，他聪明，厉害到就觉得配不上他。所以也没真的爱到一个境界。只是当他们提到他时，我就会不轻易的想起他。因为他的学业，所以我们大家没在见面了。所以以后会不会再见还未知！

Another guy is i met inside bus whereby both of us took the same bus go to work (thou he only have few stop to alight). Actually i noticed his friend or cousin? Don’t think is brother coz they look different. Coz they always came out from the terrace house area then took the same bus as me.. So probably they stay tgt might be friend or cousin ba.. Well.. anyway, i noticed his friend first. All of a sudden dunno since when i started to notice him and got a feeling going on for him.. Maybe because always saw him too much.. lol.. But i still don’t know him yet so don’t think have any chance ba.. If i change job, didnt took that bus anymore I also won’t be able to met him again…

一切都是未知数。。。和大家都是有缘无份！我也只能说我常说的顺其自然~

NO WORRY BE HAPPY ^^

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